A is pretty,he walks alone

he lives in a world builded by him own

he is smart,he is brilliant

but deep inside,his heart is frozen,his soul is cold

 

B is optimisim,she is cute

she is a princess loved by everyone around

she likes to sing aloud

she looks just like an angle

 

she turned up in his world

like a beam of sunshine

to make him smile

he likes to be with her

truly madly deeply

no more nightmere,no more tears

in his world

 

C is the one who likes all the pretty songs

and she likes to sing alone

she is sensitive,she is shy

she is waiting for a boy who is queit

she can go to the  exhibition  holding his hand

now he comes around

but he doesnt belong to her

he is attracted by the girl who is more lovely than her

 

C keeps smily,looks happy

but deep inside she wanna cry

she said ok,it'll be all right

they are made for each other ,they are matched

 

baby dont cry

every thing is gonna turn out right

 

 

 

冬天真的来了，北风那个吹阿。。。

那种冷，由外及内，从皮肤的最表层到血液到骨髓，都凝固了，结冰了，没知觉了。

进到屋内，感觉到已经冻成冰的血液在一点点地裂开，融化，全身如同一阵电流流过，让一个濒临死亡的人从新恢复知觉。

真的，每次出门都有一次死过一遍的感觉。

北京的冬天真是奇怪，刺骨的寒冷伴随着却又灿烂的让人晕眩的阳光，刺目的光线里面没有丝毫的温暖，有的只是空洞和虚假。

学校的白杨树上住着大群大群的乌鸦，十只？抑或更多？

乌黑的身影划过无精打采的天空，凄厉的叫声让人头皮发麻。这群黑色的怪物。

在北京之前，我是没有见过乌鸦的，我们那儿只有蹦蹦跳跳的无忧无虑的小麻雀。过去仿佛是有的，爷爷这么说。但是现在都死光了。

树叶全部掉光了，满地都堆积着他们的尸体，我喜欢踩在上面的声音。咯吱咯吱咯吱，有一种莫名的由衷地快感。

终于感冒了，在气势汹汹的病毒面前，我没有表现出丝毫的反抗之力，就那么轻而易举地被打倒。

一个令人无比厌恶的冬天不可抵挡的来了。

Winter

Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove

I run off where the DRIFTS GET DEEPER
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"You must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"

He says when you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Boys get discovered as winter MELTS
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by and I'm here still waiting
Withering where some snowman was
Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace
But I only can see myself
SKATING around the truth who I am
But I know dad the ice is getting thin

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Hair is grey and the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf
You say I wanted you to be PROUD of me
I always wanted that myself

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the WHITE HORSES have gone ahead
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
Winter

Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove

I run off where the DRIFTS GET DEEPER
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"You must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"

He says when you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Boys get discovered as winter MELTS
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by and I'm here still waiting
Withering where some snowman was
Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace
But I only can see myself
SKATING around the truth who I am
But I know dad the ice is getting thin

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Hair is grey and the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf
You say I wanted you to be PROUD of me
I always wanted that myself

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the WHITE HORSES have gone ahead
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Never change

All the white horses..


Never change

All the white horses..

 

 

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最近周围的朋友一个个的感情貌似都出现了问题

每次听别人讲述她们的爱情，感觉都像听电视剧的剧本，离奇，曲折，充满着传奇性和不可预知性。

听着我真的是一愣一愣的

我只能尽量的说出我的看法，但往往往话一出口，自己都觉得幼稚可笑。

感情问题，最终只能靠自己解决。

何况像我这样自己的问题都没有解决掉，又怎么有资格去过问别人的事情

我现在不孤单，不寂寞，挺自由，挺好

可是这样的生活还是觉得不完整

因为缺少一个男人

我憧憬并且渴望爱情。发自内心的。

可是

当那种强烈的感觉真正来临时，心中却有些许的踟蹰与犹豫，忐忑与不安

我不知道为什么会这样子

为什么不敢去爱

害怕去爱

把自己弄得无比痛苦

这是个很严重的问题。。。

这是异常悠闲的一周

悠闲得让人受不了．．．难道这是过度压迫后留下的强迫症？

啊！！！！！

星期二晚上税务学院联欢，为班上两同学伴唱

我们这里还有鱼

同学说，今天穿的挺漂亮的，不表演节目可惜了．唱就唱吧！

可是还是紧张了，上台前抱着歌词神经兮兮的背了一遍又一遍，唱的时候还是在拼命的忘词，笑场

这周发生的神奇的事情还有

路过一个公用电话亭

电话响了，大姐先去接，叽里呱啦说了一通日语．电话那边的人无辜地说，听不懂，挂掉

一分钟后，电话又响了．这次轮到我了，西班牙语．．．

那人估计真的疯掉了

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

上自习时，一个姐姐跑过来问我，你在学宏经是吧

我点头，是

姐姐接着说，你学过微经是吧

我接着点头，是

姐姐翻开微经书说，给我讲一下这道题吧

我立马晕倒

但还是强装镇定的说，这个．我，学了太久了，你最好还是问一下老师吧

．．．．．．．

还有还有，好不容易在上周减掉４斤

这周，３天之内全部反弹．．．

神奇

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

这首歌听了整整一年，每一次都会有全新的感受

2号和倩姐去了698工厂，好爽好爽

转了两次车，其间排了200多米的队进地铁站，西直门

798，我爱这个地方

到处都能嗅到扑面而来的自由鲜活的气息，艺术的浪漫无处不在

颓靡，激进，不羁，尖刻

艺术家们的愤怒，欲念，渴望，在一个个空间中表现得如此强烈。

我感到一种力量把艺术家们的思想使劲注入自己的脑里

时不时会让我感觉到压抑的无助

但我喜欢这种感觉

还买到的一张placebo和一张2PAC的原盘

意外之喜哦

 

 

 

 

 

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过了一个crazy的暑假，往返于中国的东部西部之间

爽死 热死

好久没有打理我的空间。now i am back

终于离开了城乡结合区的清河

回家的感觉真好

搬家的那天，我们就像一群乡下的孩子，拖着大包小包在夜色中悄悄潜入学校

激动又欣喜地样子

恩

我要开始我真正的大学了

对于在清河的一年，我是充满感激的

那里给了我未曾有过的经历和体验

新生活，新开始

well begin is half done

 

终于结束了九天的疯狂

每天六点起床，七点回家。起早贪黑

不过过的还算充实，那么贵的学费没白费，嗓子也没白哑。

并没期望九天的学习能让我的英语水平有突飞猛进的提高，但至少让我真正认识到学好英语是多么的重要。

就像疯狂英语的那些老师，丫们有什么了不起，就是一个英语好，但现在确实混得相当好，不服也不行。

好好努力吧。